Impending Upending

I really don't know. I have no clue. I don’t know about entropy and conversely I don’t know about the possibility that there is something other than that.

I do feel, at least it feels this way to me, that considering my own impending death makes life richer and more appreciable - every fucking waking ounce of it.

And if this is the case, I mean if I am by luck in the habit of living with appreciation, then entropy or not, I think life has a chance to do what it does best. At least it feels this way.

When I think quite deeply about, and visualize, my death, there seems to be around every corner a renewed love affair with every aspect of being.